WILL BE/IS

LEAVING YOU BEHIND
IS SOOO IMPOSSIBLE
BUT I MUST, IF NOT
ONCE AGAIN MY DECISIONS ARE CULPABLE
FOR BRINGING US TOGETHER
AT THE COST OF MY FAMILY
JUST FOR US TO BREAK UP
BRUISING MY MINDS CANOPY
FOR FIVE YEARS WE'VE DONE THIS MORE THAN ANNUALLY
AND GRADUALLY
I'VE BUILT UP MY DEFENSES
NO,
NOT GONNA TELL THAT PARTICULAR LIE
IF I LOSE YOU AGAIN I WON'T KNOW HOW TO GET BY
I'LL TRY
DEFINITELY CRY
PERHAPS DIE
CAN'T SAY I DON'T KNOW WHY
SIGH.