now....

Surprising revolutions.
illusions,
leading to
miscommunication,
leading to
excommunication.

Change the station.
Times wasting,
and the equivocation
and or statement,
that I don't want you more than a want could be wanted....
I can't stomach it
just as much as it's repugnant.
Vile thoughts.
Permitted to be submitted,
remitted
fitted
to be griped with...
Thinking,
if I have this much trouble defining it as anything but love,
What is it?