IS..

EARLY UP WAKING AND BAKING
TAKING MY SWEET TIME
LETTING THE MELLOW SMOKE FILL MY
MOUTH
THEN LUNGS
THEN HYPOTHALAMUS
FUCKING UP MY SHORT TERM
WISHING I COULD FIND A DRUG TO FUCK UP MY MEMORY OF FOUL SHIT

LIKE CAN'T WE FIND SOMETHING THAT WILL ROB ME OF MY MEMORY
OF STORM'S INSIDES DRIPPING OFF MY FITTED CAP
OR THE MEMORY THAT HIS KILLER IS STILL RUNNING ROUND FREE OR AT LEAST
NEVER CONFRONTED BOUT DAT SHIT
OR THE MEMORY THAT IF I'D HAVE BEEN MYSELF MY BROHEM
WOULD BE ALIVE
I'M TOO BUSY ON THIS LAZY ASS, STAY OUTTA TROUBLE, BE SAFE SHIT!

NOT TO MENTION SHIT FORGOTTEN THAT I WANT TO REMEMBER
LIKE DID I MEET HER AND FALL I LOVE
OR DID THAT WAIT TILL DECEMBER
SHIT LIKE THAT I FORGET
YET I REMEMBER IN DETAIL MY SIS'S PHONE CALLS
AND BE TRYING TO TUNE OUT
ONLY HALF LISTENING
AND FORGET SHIT I NEED...
SIGH
DAMN.
FORGOT MY POINT
JUST THAT FAST,
I'VE MISSED AGAIN...