sigh.........

alas my time is nearing and end...
the after effects of fast living,
and hospital skipping,
not to mention the smoking,
and gulping,
( don't do no sipping )
I'm slipping,
into an abyss I created for myself,
and yet I could readily point fingers.
As the bars on my,
personal prison close around me,
I ponder a life in which I lived up to the potential others said I have...
wondering if dying of boredom is better,
then my current path,
though doubts and hindsights bite,
taunt me daily,
I'll let you take a peek into a place that people are rarely,
allowed.
The place where the memories will remain fresh,
inside my mind.
I sigh here.
Walk with me...